IN ME

I like your jealousy

It's such a turn on

Never had someone be

Jealous for me

Maybe possessive

But never relentlessly

In love with me

I was always a pushover

And a pansy

Jumping through hoops

Like a trained puppy

Then you came true

Now I restrain

This giant urge

To do anything

And everything

For you

I like to make you happy

I like your curt

Little smile

Like your positivity

Though you hurt

All the while

You think you hide it

That pain you swim through

But that pain

Just makes me love you

I want to wipe it all away

I want to beg you to stay

And forget about

All those days

Behind you

Your past

Is just there

To remind you

Of your promising future

And of our future together

May nothing ever sever

This wholeness we feel

And this sense of forever

This innocence

That tethers

Our two worn hearts

To better

You are the spice

Of my life:

You are my wife

My girlfriend

My best friend

My desire

With no end

In sight

You are my heart

My smile

My thoughts

My hope and envy

You are all these things in me

Realized

I used to see people who were happy

And curse them

Silently

Now I laugh and giggle

When I see them

Cursing me

Our love

Is up on the surface

For everyone to see

But deep down inside me

There's just this one thing

Which is you

In me